Sep. 1st, 2005 07:39 am:
Oh man...

So I had this horrible dream/nightmare that had me waking up sitting bolt up-right. And then after a few seconds, once the grogginess passed, I burst into tears. In the dream I had a CAT scan and the results came back with some kind of mass in the center of my brain, about the size of a marble but not that spherical. In the dream, the mass was the cause of my mood swings, headaches, and short-term memory loss... all of which I've been having in real life. I can't get the image out of my head, sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, looking at the crosscut of my brain--a light (almost cheerful) pink brain with this dark blue or purplish stain in the center. God I hope my subconscious isn't trying to tell me something... It's got me majorly freaked out. On the plus side, I'll have something interesting to talk to my psychologist about next session. Oh wait, have I mentioned on LJ? I go to a psychologist, yay me...