brandon_scott (brandon_scott) wrote,

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Hm, wow...

There's nothing more depressing than a giant empty house. Especially when you're coming home to it. Stuck in my head with my thoughts, the only sound is the emo music I play from the speakers on my laptop, not even from my sound system. Come play with me, give me an excuse to laugh, a reason to smile. You can do your laundry over here! I have a food. And a fully stocked bar. Pool, billards and swimming. Who am I kidding, I need to go sleep so that I can work and go to school tomorrow... again. It was a nice thought, fleeting and futile, but nice.

I can't stop thinking about tomorrow and all the many ways it may end. It's in the surgeon's hands now. Nothing to do but wait. Sucks. And busying yourself doesn't take your mind off it.

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